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which seeks to both transform
and understand more deeply
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- John Heron
The Cafeteria Scene from "Voice in Exile," a cinematic vision-quest into the mind and heart of a stutterer. Written and Directed by Mark Allan Kaplan
The Classroom Scene from "Voice in Exile," a cinematic vision-quest into the mind and heart of a stutterer. Written and Directed by Mark Allan Kaplan.
The opening dream sequence of "Voice in Exile," a cinematic vision-quest into the mind and heart of a stutterer. Written and Directed by Mark Allan Kaplan
I look, I listen.
The words I’ve written
tell me more than I’d ever wished to know.
Days grow longer…
thoughts dwell, expand, explode – implode…on overload.
I see air swirling in circles around my hand,
tiny particles of violet light
caress my canvased skin.
A humming in my brain
echoes down
deep dark caverns of parts untouched.
In response, my temples pound pain
– shooting nerves never ending.
The veins in my eyes bulge and swell
then suddenly…
I shed a tiny tear.
A tear
salty and sweet
to the taste of my tongue,
A tear
more real than any thought
I’ve ever touched.
- Mark Allan Kaplan

| Lesson/Plague (Hebrew) | Lesson/Plague (English) | Represented Divine Aspects of Creation |
| Dom | Blood | All sustenance comes from the Divine |
| Tzifardeyah | Frogs | All support comes from the Divine |
| Keenim | Lice | All integrity comes from the Divine |
| Arov | Wild Beasts | All endurance comes from the Divine |
| Dever | Pestilence | All beauty comes from the Divine |
| Shicheen | Boils | All justice comes from the Divine |
| Barahd | Hail | All mercy comes from the Divine |
| Arbeh | Locusts | All understanding comes from the Divine |
| Choshech | Darkness | All wisdom comes from the Divine |
| Makat Bichorot | Death of Firstborn | All life and death comes from the Divine |
In the middle of the night Jacob arose
and sent his loved ones and all his possessions
across the river of struggles.
Jacob remained alone.
A stranger appeared and wrestled with him
until the break of day.
The stranger saw that Jacob was strong in faith
and touched the hollow of Jacob's thigh,
causing a great strain.
The stranger said:
"Let me leave for the dawn is breaking."
Jacob told the stranger:
"I will not let go until I am blessed."
The stranger replied:
"Your name will no longer be Jacob, but Israel,
the one who strives to awaken
and know the truth of the Divine."
Jacob asked the stranger's name.
The stranger replied:
"Why do you seek my name?"
He then blessed Jacob.
Jacob named the place Divine Face and said:
"I have seen the Divine face to face,
and my soul has withstood it."
The sun rose and was shinning on him
as he continued on his way.
- Genesis 32:23-32
The rebirth of the life-generating and life-sustaining sun
at the darkest moment of the seasons;
The oil of an ancient temple lamp burning beyond its limit;
A shining star in a dark sky illuminating the way;
The light of mercy revealed through prayer and devotion;
The guiding light of seven principles arising from the heart of
the Dark Continent.
This is the season of The Festivals of Light...
The Winter Solstice,
Chanukah,
Christmas,
Ramadan,
Kwanzaa
In the darkness of this Winter
during these terror filled and challenging times;
May we all find the light in darkness,
faith amidst struggle,
rebirth following change and loss,
and virtue and devotion in the face of great challenge.
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